WORDS cant be Express

Am feeling bummed,stress,ugly,hopeless at the moment..It has been a real tiring for the past few weeks..and still it is..Currently got lost and gotta figure the way out..what kind of "trauma" am I facing now?Me going through emotional crisis..my emotion box is filled with emptiness..

Remember stress and frustration are feelings within,you can avoid it if you want to-thanks for your advice.

Finished work pretty late today..once I get inside the lift,tears start rolling but I tried to hold back look up and telling myself "Cheer up,I have done my best"..Ever since I was young,I used to tell my parents-Ich bin einen starke mädchen,ich weine nicht(german) meaning
I am a tough girl and i dont Cry..

This gonna be a tough and long journey a very challenging..but I do believe every knock back makes you stronger..

Where is my colourful RAINBOW?










WHERE is the journey to HAPPINESS?

Right now,I just want to be alone and crawl into my comfy bed..
No colourful pics as I am feeling like a plain white paper coloured with grey and black filled with emptiness..I cant see any COLOURS NOW

Tracy's Wedding

Congratulations to both of you!!!

May Your Happiness stays forever.

Tata to your old self and say Hi to the new YOu. Welcome to your new Life =)

Early morning the ji muis gather at Tracy's place to get ready for "Exciting Games" for the groom and his heng tais.
We GIRLS are ready!!Are YOu GUYS?? Lets start the game.

A MUST TRY, YOU will REGRET if you DONT



You guys are fantastic..HAhahah



One of his heng tai was asked to wear a bikini.

Time for the groom to sing a song to the bride who is listening inside the room.

You look stunning!!

Wedding Dinner in Sunway Resort Hotel.

Me with my temporary curls. Do I look ok with the curls??

Haiwaiian Girls of the Night.

The twins brother. They cant be separated.

Next time you guys should be up on the stage and entertain us with your jokes =P

Tracy in her Traditional Cheongsam attire.

Next stop. IS saturday night.Have a clue where we are heading to?

This is the onli pic I can display here, rest of the pic you wont be seeing me except for red tomato =S

Wedding Month

3 weekends in a row-fully occupied with my girls wedding dinner..so if anybody wants to date me,sorry dude I am not free =P another weekend maybe provided I am available,sounds mean hey..

Both wedding dinner share the same similarities-Simple, Warmth and Nice..There will be another wedding dinner to go in October.

Just happend to come across a random blog the other day bout her wedding celebration on an island..I am very impressed and touched with her vow,"It would take me a lifetime to show you just how much you mean to me, and that's exactly what I vow to do from this day forward."and follow by his vow to her, "I love you when you're an angel. And I love you when you're simply human." Isnt that SWEET?,awww...

So how about My Dream Wedding Celebration gonna be?

Too early for me to tell now..still a Secret*

Preview for the coming post

Bad Transportation Service

Woke up at wee hours early morning arggghhh I hate it to get up cos less than 8 hours sleep..Wednesday will be listed as my Not-So-Happy-Day..every wednesday (for the time being not permanent,thank god!) needta head down to the south,johor bahru for weekly meeting with Panasonic.

I was ready by 5.25am sharp..and my airport limo supposed to reach my place at 5.25am too...
Thinking to myself,is fasting month for Muslims so they might be late for couple of minutes..time went quick,looking at my time already 6am..hey couldnt be late for HALF an HOUR,quickly called up airport limo hotline..DAMMIT! the line was busy and my called was on hold and I tried to call up few times,STILL LINE BUSY...started cursing them (thts bad I know!)..I grab my laptop and get my car key.."FINE, I WILL DRIVE TO KLIA by myself instead of being a dumb donkey waiting for the NEVER WILL COME KLIA LIMO"..

Reached airport at 7am and my flight was 7.25 am, 6.55am was the boarding time me reached JIT (Just In Time)*phew* you might be thinking is not a big issue whereby you still can drive your own car to KLIA but what happened if your car is not with you?maybe in the workshop or somewhere else...

For those of you who travel frequent by KLIA limo pls be aware and pls do double confirmed with them...

Unexpected Dream

It's so strange,we have not been contacting (dun bother to contact) or seeing (except in msn) each other for some time..but recently you kept appearing in my dream,why is this so?

Missing you heaps?kept thinking bout you?both answer for these will be No..that is so strange..

Why oh Why...will I'll be seeing you again tonight in my dream land??

Tmr gotta wake up early so time to say nite nite here..see you peeps soon =)

One more Try..

Have abandoned my Diary for like 3 months or more..

*Puff* Gone with the 2 hanging blog entries..I have DELETED them..WHY did I deleted them?becos I am lazy to continue with the 2 entries..might as well just start a new one from now onwards..PAST is HISTORY..

Gonna start FRESH NEW again..my goodness how many so called- FRESH NEW blog do I have so far??I tried to update my blog as often as I could but at the end FAIL eventhough there is this reminder alarm- UPDATE YOUR BLOG!!! and Cheeky Missy here just ignored..

So many stories to tell,figuring on how and where to start?

LAzy Butterfly...

HEloooo hows everyone??had a good start for the year of 2008??..sorry been missing for a while..busy to update my blog (lame excuse-"BUSY") yesss I am TOO lazy to update my blog =(
I am on MC today,eye infection..currently resting at home...

sorry guys still not in the mood in updating..will be back once I m in full force of updating all the long overdue posts ok..



Lots love,
CheekyButterfly