Life is Unpredictable and Short

Wednesday 22th October 2008.
SMS was sent at 3am. Woke up at 5am drag my butt out from my comfy bed,ride on a jet plane to JB and the sms:

"I have just been informed that Ryan has just passed away in a car accident near Taman Tasik."

WHHHHhhhAAATTT WTF????Was shocked and stoned for couple of minutes..FREEZE like a statue..Thought I am in my dream..IS that RYAN?my JB colleague "RYAN LAUW"?Is it really HIM?I just met him last thursday night for a drink in Starbucks. We even plan to party in Velvet in 2 weeks time cos he has to send his parents for medical check-up..wondering who will be sending them for check-up now? and he is going to buy me dinner when we meet up again..I Repeated reading the same sms few times* over and over again..after reading it I ignored the sms thinking it might be some joke BUT who on earth will sent this kind of crap joke??

My instinct telling me something is really wrong so I reply the sms to double confirmed.It was a quick reply :

"Yes my dear.He met with a bad accident. I went to see him but post mortem was taking place..So went saw the car..Quite bad!"

Everyone was dead shock with this news...it was my dampest and gloomiest day ever..Raining whole day long as it will never stop,Smiley Sun was MIA.

I will never see,hear,msn and recieve sms from him again whereby he just added me in msn and me added him in FB but will never be approved by him....So now everytime I am in JB it will remind me of him..happening fella..sms from him has been all removed from inbox as well as his contact..he just joined our company less than 4 months..

Right after he sent his girlfriend home, he met an car accident at the T-junction nearby his girlfriend place..He was thrown out from his FTO sportcar and I was told he did not tied his safety belt and the Volvo car who hit him is still hospitalised.

Dear Ryan,your sudden departure will be dearly missed by your family members, friends and colleagues..May you rest in peace. Farewell from now from the low lands.

Everyone esp those whoI cared alot-you know who you are..pls pls be extra careful on the road make sure you put on your safety belt all the time even short distance..You can argue saying Life is Fated, well it might be true but at least u did your part by preventing it to be happened.

Now I truly understand the meaning of live life to the fullest and appreciate people around you..

Alright Life goes on..gotta cheer up and look forward =)

**Sunshine after the Rain**

Not my day today. because is MONDAY.I was fined RM80 because of illegal parking.I left my handphone at home and I need to rush back home to get it.worried of my operation people wont be able to reach me..quickly i grab my car key and wallet..i almost reach home,only I realised "DAMN I forgot to bring my house key...I am so absent minded"..so back to office again.
Thinking will be dropping by just for few minutes so decided to park my car outside my office building instead of basement parking.. save time..once I step in to the office my boss asked me to start with our project dicussion..it was supposed to be at 10.30am by looking at the time is just 10am..guess it wont be too long so joined in with the discussion..

Half way during the discussion my boss was asked to meet someone in the conference room so he excuse himself for a short moment..he should have told me ,he will be away for like 30 minutes so I can actually go home and get my handphone..I started to panic as if i m in the hot soup worried bout lots of missed call I might received..as I wanted to sneak out he came back..so continue with the dicussion..after an hour,I am done.

Once I step out from the building I noticed lots of empty places, cars are all gone except few cars were still there..I get closer to my car,a piece of paper on my car windscreen,it is not an advertisment..DAMN I am FINED by MPSJ RM80 because cars are not allowed to park...What can I say??

It was a BAD start but it ended up with a BIG SMILE =)


It does not melt in my hand
It does not melt in my mouth
BUT it DOES MELT MY HEART....


Never fail to suprise me and making me HAPPY EVERYDAY eventhough you are far far away.

GOODBYE to my Bad-DAy...

Surprise*Surprise* on Monday Blue

“Morning, is this Stefanie”
“Morning,yes I am.”
“ Saya ni hantar bunga (I am sending flowers) so your office is Nippon Express in Wisma Consplant?”
“Yes.”
“Ok.”

Well, it was early morning on a blue blue Monday. I was late for work because of the massive jam and my boss didn’t come in as his son was admitted to ICU. Honestly it didn’t strike to my mind as someone gonna give me a surprise..As I was stressing to finish my work..my mind was all about work nothing else..

An hour later, my receptionist called me to pick up something at her place..
I was speechless not because it wasn’t Bunga (flowers) but because it was unexpected surprise and thought of sending me this

eventough you are currently far far away..

A Chocolate a day, makes Steffi happy everyday..

And it really enlighten my blue Monday..Cant wait to finish all the chocolates <3

P/s: Is this one of the SPICES from you? =P

GOOD Things

Comes to those who wait =)
I am a girl who wants to LOVE, hoping to be LOVED and is searching for TRUE LOVE which everyone is searching for the ONE LOVE.
Sometimes you've been hurt so much in the past, you swear that you'll never be such a fool again and never trust love again coz love hurts.

When we finally can let go those bad/rotten apples, we should learn on how to open our heart again for good/quality apples to enter. I think I am almost there *winks*

THAT NIGHT...

**A Warm hug**which I never had for a long long time...**Soft whisper** beside my ear..
and Bid Goodbye...**Bon Voyage**..

Sorry guess I fell asleep and I have no idea what I was mumbling on the phone..the next day, a sms from you which you sent last night while I was in my dreamland. I think is really sweet receving sms/short note from someone once you woke up the next morning..the feeling is great which cant help to make me smile even on my Stressful, Ugly and Arrgghh Day =)