WORDS cant be Express

Am feeling bummed,stress,ugly,hopeless at the moment..It has been a real tiring for the past few weeks..and still it is..Currently got lost and gotta figure the way out..what kind of "trauma" am I facing now?Me going through emotional crisis..my emotion box is filled with emptiness..

Remember stress and frustration are feelings within,you can avoid it if you want to-thanks for your advice.

Finished work pretty late today..once I get inside the lift,tears start rolling but I tried to hold back look up and telling myself "Cheer up,I have done my best"..Ever since I was young,I used to tell my parents-Ich bin einen starke mädchen,ich weine nicht(german) meaning
I am a tough girl and i dont Cry..

This gonna be a tough and long journey a very challenging..but I do believe every knock back makes you stronger..

Where is my colourful RAINBOW?










WHERE is the journey to HAPPINESS?

Right now,I just want to be alone and crawl into my comfy bed..
No colourful pics as I am feeling like a plain white paper coloured with grey and black filled with emptiness..I cant see any COLOURS NOW