Last post for 2007

Last Day of year 2007..gonna ring in my last blog before year 2008 =)
So sad, I am the only one in my department..yes I am WORKINGGG today...
Oh Merry Belated Christmas everyone..Hope you guys had the most yummy turkey and fun with your friends/family/loved ones..

I have been a good girl but why didnt I received any Christmas presents from Santa Claus???Guess Santa has missed out my presents..you think so??

Thats for now..see you guys in yEar 2008..take care!!..
Lots love and HUGGSS...OHH I almost forgot- HAPPY NEW YEAR!!make sure you guys enjoy yourself ,let your hair down on New Year Eve..WOHoooo..

Dear Princess Yeng@Singpore,
Didnt know you do check out my blog..I have lost your contact num in Sgpor..get back to me soon ya...enjoy ur New Yr Eve celebration..Let me know when u r back in Town..Love ya always..



XOXO,
SChmettErling...

We met again..

Used to have some sort like chemistry which fizzled out with sparks but now Having this strange&mixed feeling when I met you..A million thoughts keeps repeating playing in my head..I dont know what to say,am I saying the right things/am I using the right words/in doubt..and how should I react..just being myself would be good enough..How can you be happy if you cant be yourself and trying to be someone else for the sake to impress the person whom you wish to be with..

*Wait a minute,this gonna be a long post so take a deep breath,make yourself comfortable before you continue reading this,stretch ur legs and arms,come on dont be lazy just do it..*Geeeezz

continue..
I felt embarrased on what I have done on my bestie 21st Birthday..that was the same night where my heart was shattered into pieces..next thing,frens sms came in..touching sms from Victz-"No matter what happened, you know we love you" Awwww I love you too and now I still do heheh =)

Me and Victz


Ads-"Stef,you look better than her not trying to make you feel better but thts the truth"..Mamalia aka Jean-"I can sense something fishy going on and think he likes u"..
Kelv sms-"Girl,take it easy okay"

Went 7eleven for ice cream after the Birthday Party at Decanter,Sri Hartamas..whenever I m feeling blue,ice cream is the best thing to cure my unhappiness..so you know what you can get me next time- not touching sms but Ice Cream or Starbucks Ice Mocha with whipping cream if I am feeling bluuee blue blue..Am I asking too much??No, right?? =)

My Bestie 21st Birthday..


Hey Mamalia,I realised you havent send me your 21st pics from your camera..how come there is no pics taken on both of us only??..

The next day I woke up,realised such a fool I was..I felt extremely UGLY..You have seen me being cheeky&playful& sweet as well as my ugliest side of ME..ME being a fool on that night was totally out of my control just cant help it..I was too proud to say sorry to you..at the end of the day I didnt appologised..

Everyday is a learning process and I have learnt from this..People tend to question if you were to start with something for instance like relationship and get worried about the ending,will it last or is it gonna end up with tears&broken heart,they forget that the middle,the process which counts the most..

You know what,I missed those chatting session in msn..I really do..Ever since that night,things has changed..our friendship has shaken a bit..I know me wasnt mature enough..childish..

People might think it will be silly to try out something which you know from the beginning it aint gonna be happy ending..well it depend on situation,sometimes you will never know by giving it a try...knowing it may end up in failure but yet not having regrets after that and remain as friends-Back to reality is hard to be friends..

A year later,I came back from Perth and we catch up again..went for jazz,dinner,wine testing,getting to know your friends,bbq,starbucks delivert..
I have changed but not you..you are still the same old you..Come and dissapeared,and then out of sudden "SUPRISE"..I am really sick of it,DO YOU KNOW THT,Mr ????You will never know cos you dont even know the existence of my ComFort ZOne here..

As I grow older, i can feel my wall is piling up higher around me where at times nobody can truly understand nor get me..my closet people or even me myself dont even know what exactly I am doing-right or wrong,good or bad?..HUH!So is okay if you dont understand me..I can be a pain in a Butt at times esp when comes to LOve..

To set myself free I have to let you out of my emotion box..Everyone of us has an inner box where all our emotions are being kept..My main in life is live life to the fullest..Today I am Happy Tomorrow I might not be..there is so much uncertainty in our life..You will get to see,feel and hear,new experience by going through those unhappy day..

Those things which are worth to keep I will keep..


After going through some bad experience you will tend to be stronger and wiser..I always remind myself "Is ok to make mistakes as long as you dont repeat the same mistakes all over again" at the end of the day you can have a good laugh at yourself with all the silly things you have done in the past =)..Love& relationship no longer guarantee you bed of roses..

Well I can continue with this post but I dont wanna get too Emo on it..so better stop here..Thts the end of the story bout me and Him..Cant wait for year 2008, let 2008 be one filled with happiness for me..no more drama like this..have this feeling there will be suprises waiting for me *winks* will keep you guys posted especially those who is staying across the ocean hahaha..the one who loves poking me in facebook..

Lots lOve,
Schmetterling

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2007

HOHO Santa Claus was in Town..Christmas eve in Decanter@Sri Hartamas..Had dinner with ADs,Hem and lovely Moy..And it was quiet and empty at the beginning..later,crowd were building up =)..Not gonna talk too much in this post..Let the pics do the talking =)

Our main dish. Turkey..

It was empty with only 4 tables including our table..

jeng* jeng*..the crowd is coming.. =)

We had a great time!!!



The Girlsss..

Ads blowing with her little trumpet, Merry CHristmas!!

Boys, faster drink up ...faaassttt...faaaasttt...

Thats my CHristmas - 2007. How bout yours? =P

Holiday Mood @ Work

Morning Morning..my bosses are still around not on leave yet same goes to my 2 male colleagues from my department..means I cant sneak out and have to come back office(plan to head down Pavilion to change my Ted Baker bag)..Woke up early today eventough didnt sleep in early..not feeling good cos the food I had last nite on pre christmas party hasnt digest yet..I was like a big fat pig sitting on the dinning table and stuffed myself with french fries and favourite pasta..feel like vommiting everything out at the moment..Yuckss..

Me totally has turned off my working mode..looking forward for Christmas but NO PLAN on that night which is depressing,maybe I just hibernate and sleep in throughout next week on my off day,how stupid it is..applied leave just to hibernate at home..SIGHHHhhhh...I cant wait for year 2008 to come..2nd half of the year 2007 is just not my year..

Early Birthday wish Msg

Kew send me an sms-"Happy Birthday...hope ur wish come true,hav a nice day."
CheekyStef-"My Bday is next month not this month, your bday wish came in bit too early..u 2 have a gd day."

Exactly one more month and I will be turning 23..not feeling happy as my bday coming soon-celebration nor feeling sad-a year older...

I am now start thinking on my New Year Resolution and Plan for Year 2008..in the process at the moment..will post it up once it is ready..

At home

I am sick tht is why I have to stay at Home..Was sick since Monday night after dinner at One Utama SHopping Centre..raining day and I was wearing sleeveless and short pant-wannabe Heroin of the night..got myself a pair of red colour slipper as the ballet flat I was wearing was torturing my feet..it hurts..another excuse for me to get a new pair of slippers..ladies always have plenty of excuses when it come to shopping,gentlemen do u agree?

Goodbye


New slipper..it is very comfy..Christmas coming thts y I choose red,nah wanted to have the black one but it was all sold out,but this colour looks good as well,right?


Talking bout shoes..see how many shoes me and my lovely Moy have


Ok back to the topic,I have caught a cold on Monday night..once I got back whole body was shivering *wish a furry bear would be beside me and hug me tight tight to keep myself warm*..didnt even on the fan on that night..whole body felt so sore..felt extremely sleepy didnt even off my laptop and dozed off Zzzzz..woke up in the wee hours feeling hot as I am inside a sauna room..sweating and quickly on the air con and the fan,the next minute I am feeling cold..off the fan and air conditioner..my body temperature fluctuated very fast, goes up and down..
P/s: Steeve, God didnt hear your prayer..I AM SICK..

Tuesday was a public Holiday as it was Selangor state King's birthday..so I get to rest at home didnt go out..and Moy was at home cleaning up her room..I was supposed to do the cleaning as well but I am not in the mood..

Today,Wednesday I declare my own holiday as my Rest-at-home-Day..feeling better but was coughing throughout the night..not as bad as when I first started to work..Headache so sms my colleague this morning,telling her I will be on MC today..take this opportunity to rest at home..been out everyday since friday night..Saturday and Sunday was out for shopping..year end sales..I need a printing money machine desperately..gonna spend my day sitting at home and blogging..lots of posts are still pending..

Wee Kent's 22th Birthday

Met up with him for dinner at Italianese at the Curve for his belated birthday celebration..Was raining and the traffic was in a messed as usual..how can we celebrate birhday without a birthday cake?? Me managed to get him a slice of Baskin Robbin cake..as we were too full to have the whole cake..

Here comes the choco and Vanila cake+ candles


Birthday Boy


May all your wishes comes true..Happy Belated Birthday..
Next year might not be able to celebrate your 23th birthday with ya since you wont be coming back Malaysia by then..

Princess's Birthday

Ever since I started with my working life we rarely get to meet each other..but still knowing each other's overall daily routine..and now we are bit further apart since you going to settle down in Singky..

Happy Birthday Sweetie (30th November)




Had Steamboat at Sri Petaling then headed down to Red Box Karaoke till 3am in the morning..got myself to my Lala Land at 4am...

Late to work

Woke up at 8.15am...LAAAATTTTeeee..HUrry..What am I going to wear?? "Stef no time for you to think on what to wear"..A bad start,hopefully nothing goes wrong at work..
Not in a good mood..feeling blue till I saw this..rainbow =)



Been pretty busy with work..seminars to attend..follow up with certain shipments..

Had dinner in one of the japanese restaurant at Sunway pyramid with my college mates..thts my day..tired..see you guys in my next post,cheers

Suprise Visit

A message pop out from Kiwi:heya guai mui,just to let you know I'm back for a week till 16th of Nov..gimme a text or call me at 016XXXXXXX...I was out when the message came..havnet seen him for 2 years..He went to London for studies after high school..We had lots to catch up and talk about..We met up on Sunday night at mamak stall near my place..it was the same night,my bestie went off to Singapore..She missed out the gathering=( It would be great if she was around..


Hope to see ya again in London next year if I have the time..be patient and do wait for my arrival in London..We dont see each other often neither do we keep in touch often but we do appreciate this friendship..you are not forgotten..all the best and good luck for your job hunt in London..

HOT SOUP=Bad Day

Is Friday and I should be happy..BUT I AM NOT..in the hot soup currently at work..GOSH!!! cant wait till 5.30pm...my client is rushing me whereby I cant do anything at the moment as I am waiting for Japan's reply..ARggghhhh..being shoot by my client-"IS that how you guys do things??"..SIgh...Bad day Bad Day =(

Worst Date EVER...

Morning Morning..brought some secret recipe choco cheese cake for my colleagues.. looks yummy but I didnt try..SUPRISE??Is my favourite after all..Bad news,I have put on weight by 2Kg..needta start with my diet..but when??and how??cos I always fail by doing it..Hey those skinny people out there,who desparately wanna put on weight..why not I donate some fat to you?? hehehe

Went for a date last nite without my Lia Sistas knowing blehh..and IT WAS SUCKS..this guy whom I get to know during college time...totally lost contact ever since met him in Cafe Flame..donkie years back which was a happening place..now better dont go..just happened to meet him one fine day and we exchanged phone number..yesterday he sms me and ask me out for dinner..and dont know why on earth I agreed to go out with him..I think somethinh wrong with me..YA PLS SPANK ME LEFT AND RIGHT!!The moon was blue last nite I guess..once he came and picked me up, I know I was totally WRONG.. =(
I wont simply go out with guy unless Daniel Wu or Edison Chen which you cant resist..*smile*..I really regret going out with HIm..Yerrr *goosebumps*

We headed to the Apartment,Curve for our dindin..He showed me where he stayed which is in Damansara Perdana..nice condo- Metropolitan Square..He is staying alone..his parents are staying in Taiping..our conversation was just a general discussion..talkin about my work,studies- cos he is still studying at Metro College-5 years..for his master??No MAn he is still struggling with his degree..he failed 5 times for his Account 100-1st year unit..and Econ failed more than twice I think..I m not being mean or sarcastic as Im not a Genius or Smart Ass here but how can u fail a unit for 5 Times????which is a pretty easy unit..
“Stef, I think guys normally find it hard to approach and getting to know you better.You are very demanding” That is what friends normally will tell me...I can be choosy in terms of friendship and relationship..

Belief it or not once I step into his car,I can sense I have dig myself a grave hole..This guy is really DESPERATE..start telling me his love story..giving me a very brief introduction..I AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOU..HELLLOOO…then he start asking me bout my love life..sorry friend,don’t feel like sharing with ya..and this guy goes to gym everyday so he is kinda fit..as he wanna looks good and sexy..SEXY???hahahha..he had baked fish with cheese and 2 glass of beer..me-salmon sandwich and a glass of apple juice..healthy food *winks*..start on my diet,Christmas is coming..after finishing his first glass of beer,his face getting red and I hate people who was puffing cigarette towards me..be more considerate please..he was smoking as taking in Oxygen..one stick after another..and he keeps staring at me..his eyes are like *twinkle twinkle * little star..glowing..as if I am naked..
I cant wait to go home after dinner..so I told him I needta meet a friend so cant stayed out late..

“Stef, can I ask you out again next time?”
CheekyMe-Erm it will be more fun if there will be more people..I will ask Racheal out since you haven’t seen her for a while..
“OH thts cool, I love to hang out with more people..cool cool..can bring pretty gals as well-showing his gross look and smile”..
Me thinking- Dream on..will nvr intro my frens to such a gross man like u..Hell no..no more going out with ya,Mr.Gym Man..this will be the first and the last time..
“Maybe we can go travel like going to island or sightseeing since you love traveling?”
CheekyMe-Nah I already have plan with my friends..i only travel with certain friends..Me being mean??I have to..
"What kind of car is ur fav?"
CheekyMe-sportcar
"Ooohh..at first I wanted to buy this Mazda RX8 but my mum doesnt approve it so I ended buying this car-Civic which is 2 weeks old.."
"Have you ever thought or hoping to married a rich man??"
CheekyMe-Nop..becos of his money I wanna get married with him..No way!!
“Hey my bday is coming, will u b free on 18th?
CheekyMe-Sorry my schedule is pretty full..will be bc with working(attending seminars,travel for business purpose-Lying =P)..friends coming back from Oz..
“Then how about 19th?As my actual birtday is on 19th..
CheekyMe-Sorry don’t think so..wish you Happy Birthday in advance =)
He was disspointed but who cares..
“Hey I saw a nice wallpaper pic on your hp,can I have a look?”
He wanted to see my fren pics..as it was group pic with Jane and Moy…
At the end,he didn’t get to see it hahah
Suddenly my hp starts ringing...Guess who??
Another gross fella who I met at Bangsar..who still dont give up calling me eventhough i dont answer his call and dont reply his msg..WHY do I always get to know all this kind of guys???

Before I left his car..
"Stef,take care and good night..can I have a hug from you?"open his arms widely..Thank god lucky he didnt ask for a kiss on the cheeck u know..which I dont mind but TOWARDS HIM..thankyouverymuch..NO NO...
So I just gave him a distant hug told him I havent shower-was lying..hahha..

I am so relieved when I got back..Once I open the door,my lovely Lia Sistas and my caring boyfriend-Mr.Ham(bahagia guy with 4 lovely girlfriends-Lia sistas)are waiting for me..I m his smallest little gf who always give him headache and lots of suprises!!Hmm maybe I should post bout my Lia sistas&Mr.Ham..knowing they gonna pepper&salt me lots of question,I was already well prepared with answers..so try and shoot me I have no fear..haha..Cheeky Cheeky Me..

LIA SISTAS "Must be a good looking guy if not you wont simply go out for a date." Dear Lia sistas,HE IS NOT..
Lia Sistas "Then y do u go out with him in the 1st place whereby some other guys ask u out which u normally will reject."
cos I was thinking it will be like more than 2 of us for dinner
Mr.Ham-U very bored issit??
CheekyMe-Noo..if I m bored,you(Mr.Ham)will the 1st in my list who going to entertain me..geeeez*

Didn’t know he such a loser I mean the guy who I went out with..

THis is the one and only (touch wood the last one)worst date experience I ever had..WHY ON EARTH did I GO OUT WITH HIM???is still a mystery..I really dont know..SHITTT!!WRONG DECISION I HAD MADE...learn from experience..

So quiet in the office..everyone is in Deepavali mood,same goes to me..everyone is so free now..my dear colleague Ms.Jerical suggested to buy lottery 2gether with Edmund who is just stitting beside her..her neighbour =)..hoping to win millions..gd luck to them..everyone is not in the office..my department all out..some went to sales visit..some went for lunch..some who celebrate deepavali has half day off means they can leave at 1pm..and me happy blogging here..bosses all not around..but later going for this Atlas Contractor's Day as my colleague has an appointment in Nilai..no one is going so I will be going..and this seminar starts at 4.15 till 9.30pm*faint* normally they finish it early..finger cross...will bring a long few sticks of mentos candy to keep me awake..will be going together with ocean freight representative,Boby..he gonna pick me up means I dont have to drive =)lazy to drive..Drove to Seremban yesterday after our debtors meeting and E-billing presentation...went to Totoku as they have claims to made with damage cargo..Is good at time where you just needta to do your work in the office insated of going out..tiring travel up and down especially under the hot sun...

STill have one post pending which is my Cameron trip..received the pics from Steeve..many pics were taken..as I brought my own camera as well..dont know which one to post..and I am lazy..So steeve,why dont you blog bout our cameron trip and I copy past it to my blog??good idea??I can help you to choose which pics to post into your blog as you cant post all the pics up hehhee..nah jus jk...will pass u the cd wif pics to you latest by this sat..if you are working this sat..

Just received a msg from Marco,asking me for lunch..another good buddy of mine(good man) =)who just got into a relationship...congrats!! okay going off for lunch..byee

Beginning of November..

*yAaawwwwNNn* suddenly I m so sleepy..need someone to SPANK me!!!!met Liz and Lovely Moy for lunch in Kopitiam SS15..ordered the wrong food...had prawn meehoon,tasteless..should go for their toast instaed...but I m HUNGRY tht time dont think toast can satisfied my stomach..I have PUT ON WEIGHT!!!had problem with parking cos is lunch time and is FRIDAY..yup is FLYDAY...will be going back Seremban today after work..havent been back for 2 weeks..mum starts complaining %#%$#@ cant go back straight from work as I havnet packed my stuff yet was bc last nite.Met up with Denise who just recently broke up with my cousin bro..listening to her sad story..poor girl Awwwww...

Still waiting for my colleague's pic in Cameron Highland..guess will b having time to blog this weekend provided I stay at home n b a gd gal..no more delay in updating my blog..supposed to party this weekend..is it still on?? Missed the halloween party..ok I think better get back to work..blogging is not part of my work *cheeky grin* See you guys later!!!

New image for my Blog

Hi everyone...this site is currently under REnovation..will be back soon for blogging..

lots love,
schmetterling

A Beautiful Day with my Baby Gio Gio Bear

Name: Gio Gio Bear
D.O.B: 18th January 2007
Sex: Male
Place of Birth: Perth, Oz
Character: cheeky(like mummy)naughty, mischievous, lazy
Favourite movie: Aladdin,Tom and Jerry, The Simpsons

Cutie little angel


Time to wake up GIO GIO…
I know you are awake, get your lazy ass up…
GIO GIO looks so sleeppyyy YAWNN had a late night =(



GiO Gio with his favourite duckie pillow QUAK QUAK


Baby Gio, watcha doing inside the bag??playing hide n seek??
can see your small cutie ears…you are not good in hiding

Time for shower smelly bear..GIo Gio is afraid of water =(


Gio Gio best friend-Fatty BOOm is his name
His dad always leave him alone PoOr Fatty Boom
(Jay Wilder-irresponsible daddy)




Fatty Boom is sitting on Moy's bag dont let her sees that or else you'll be gone


Yup thts him-Fatty Boom’s dad..Do they look alike =P..Both having fat tummy
father and son..


Having fun inside the box



Fatty Boom tried to get into the box


Too fat to get into the box =(


Jump in joy on aunty smelly’s luggage..
Lying down on it..is so comfy..
better watch out don’t let aunty smelly sees that
she gonna pinch,poke and tear off your ears


Messing around-Cheeky notty Bear



Gio Gio bear-OUCH!!it hurts my ear..I wont do this anymore I Swear!!


Gio Gio Bear-Yummy..I love that..Can I have more?


Tim tam choco is his favourite


Have I put on weight?


You are still under age..YOU CANT DRINK..put it back please.
You are still a baby..


You sure you know how to read that?
What do you know about love Gio Gio?
All you know is just eat, having fun and sleep…
nah he doest know how to read that just pretending..hahah


SHHhhhh they are having their nap…ZZzzzzz
Fatty BOOm stop snoring like a pig..


Gio Gio bear is ready for taking picture together with Moy
but Sweetie Moy seems to be busy with her video conferencing with her admires I guess..hahhaha
Give your sweetes smile and say CHEEEEESssseee...



Before going to bed,he always wait at the door..guess he is waiting for someone which he misses very much..Gio Gio hopes to see him every night before he goes to sleep..
Gio Gio Bear-"WHere Are YOu??How come you dont come and visit me?*Miss Miss Miss"
It takes time for me to explain to Gio Gio Bear why the person he is waiting everynight wont be coming..Hopefuly my baby here will understand one day =)...


Hey everyone, guess you guys might thought STEFANIE HAS GONE MAD,IS SHE ALRIGHT??..hahahhaha
sometimes is good to be a kid again with no worries by doing all this childish stuff
Nah i m Okay not mad, dont worry.. =)