不知不觉已经半年了。你还好吗?事情都已经来个了断，可是我还是很难得接受。
放不下的并不是他们，而是我本人。每次和他们在一起，我不知不觉地感到心酸。朋友的误会已经到了没得救的地步。请不要用感情来判断好吗?

发觉原来自己在他们的眼前只不果是一只乌龟/鸡，不敢发言。我真的很心疼，无法形容。我安慰自己说：＂好啦，哭了就好。这个世界上没有完美的人，我要学会接受和体谅别人。就是他们的不完美的一面令我很难受。

有时我选者不说是有reason 的并不是我害怕和不敢面对。我不是一个什么伟大的人，也不需要证明什么，只不果我不想你们再错下去。只要我能补救这个裂痕，我都要坚持下去。总有一天你们会明白。

这个凤波，我领悟了很多事情。人家讨厌或恨你是有理由。你越恨他代表你还很在乎他。每次被人家left out 也是有理由。我已经把事情看透了，look urself in front of the mirror before u start cursing n complain bout why people misstreated u..people arent perfect so do you..

This post was actually written beginning of the month, good try to blog in chinese . Lots of unfinished post still in my draft folder.

Beginning of 2011...

Hollaa...not too late to wish everyone a very "HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011"

What had happened in year 2010 will stay in year 2010 so lets look foward for year 2011,shall we?





time to review ->matured looking me geeezz..

xoxo

Truth

Didnt know that the truth can bring huge dissapointment,sadness and discomfort. Is that the reason why people tend to lie?

Unwanted visitor

Mum: Are you coming back home this weekend?

Stef: Yes..erm maybe, why?

Mum: You better come back home cos last night a rat sneak into the kitchen. You know, I am afraid of rat so the minute it went in to your room, I quickly shut the door.

Stef: GODDD...so you actually invited the rat to overnight my place with my zoo collection in there?

Back home, joe's mum suggested to grill a piece of dry pork meat and hang it inside the mouse trap. Taddaa less than an hour, he got trapped inside.
Mum insisted to drown him with hot cooked water but is too violent, I free the rat in a nearby jungle instead.

Ok here comes the most headache part, changed my bedsheet,pillow case,and "them"







Now my lovelies is time for some sun bathing after shower =)

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I have been MIA for a while..I just dont have the interest to blog anymore..
Me going through 'coming-age' phase..too many random things is bothering me..I am still hiding inside my coconut shell *thinking deeply* what to do next...so much have been said but not action has been done..it is easy to say then actual doing it..

I dont know who reads my inactive blog, but to those who follow my blog, I wont be blogging till I m out from my shell, i am sorry till then...

虎头年 2010

我的天啊！为什么公司采取这一个规则？？
新头新的作风。没办法，我们这些"打工仔”只能安份首举地听从新头定下来的规矩。
闹钟必须调早半个小时。毕竟刚起床的我需要时间来warm up ，望着天花板发呆一段子才肯离开我的睡窝。动作都会比较慢，头脑迟钝。不知为什么最近，我很不想去上班。

即将来临的日子，本小姐只有早到不能迟到，八时三十分 sharp 向 我公司的 punch card 机报到。End of the day, 五时三十分或 (迟些 no fix time)向punch card 机说声 Goodbye。就连上厕所也必须通知它。简单来说，只要你离开大门你都一定要通知它。

看来未来的日子会不好受。
不知新虎头下一步会是什么？

Jap test postpone to end of the month after cny, i have more time to get ready =)

Last Test for the sem

Tick! Tock! Tick! Tock!..Time is running fast and I havent started on my revision, 4 chapters to go..Arghhh..decided on not to further my Japanese lesson in April..Waste of time and the traffic congestion after work is driving me nuts..
Salute to those who take up part time studies and working full time, they must be very good in time management..

Cant wait to finish my Beginner Lesson end of this month..I have my tuesday off by then..yay,finallyy...

Cny is just around the corner, shopping will be a good way of celebarting the pre-cny..anticipate into festive shopping mood..

Going to crawl into my comfy bed and called it A Day..

Without a purpose and goal,
you wont be able to move forward =)