* We are at Paradise* 11th December 2008

Past few months we have been working very hard as we always said work hard but do have some fun..Life is not just bout money and working..we need to pamper ourselves once in a while. Away from our busy working schedule and hectic lifestyle in the city.

Had our light brunch in Puchong before we head to our Paradise..Shrek refused to tell me where we will be going but I already figured out what will be our next activity..I can read you!!

Here we are Cyberview Lodge Resort& Spa

View outside from our massage room

After we select our package, both us were guided to our changing place.

Sauna and steam room

Ja---cuzziiiii..I have completely my own privacy nobody was there..Cant wait to get in for my naked skin to feel the hot spring water. Yes Bite me...is sooo relaxinggggg...

After 20 min out from relaxing pond , I wished I could stay in longer ..a lady came and showed me the way to a cozy room where we had our massage and "Shower in the Garden"..it was superb..just that the bath tub was bit too short for us..according to Shrek, we have to sit up instead of lying our body...No pics on this most enjoyment moment, you should tried it out yourself..

First, was the whole body massage which drifted us off to Zzzzz followed by, the application of aroma oil which we have choosed.

After the massage, we had our short rest on a comfy couch..

Followed by scrub which is the body treatment..Shrek was saying they used peanut butter kind of smell and colour to apply on our body for the scrubbing..then we were covered by a thin layer of plastic for couple of minutes with the mud-peanut butter..

I can feel my smooth and shiny skin after the scrub after they removed the mud..

At the end,we spent 30 min in our bath tub indulge in a Rich Milk and Fresh Blossom Bath Scented filled with roses.

My smiley face

Shrek's goofy look..

A great and relaxing day on a public holiday after a late night in Velvet =)..

Thinking hard what is next??

Check out http://www.cyberview-lodge.com/spa/index.html for more detail.

p/s: As you noticed some of the pics are blur not I did it on purpose, I am still new with this camera.

F*R*I*E*N*D*S*H*I*P

How would you define friendship?
Common Chinese quote: At home you depend on your family but outside you depend on your friends.

True friends will be there for you always and stick with you through the good times share the laughter and bad times when you need a ear listen to you, a shoulder to lean on or a hug to reassured you everything gonna be alright. Browsing through your facebook’s comments, friendster’s testimonial, autograph etc you will notice this phrase “friendship forever” “ Best friends forever”. May I ask where are all your “Best Friends Forever” Friends? Do you still keep in touch with them? Were they there for you when you needed them the most? Or were you there for them when they need you?

True friends don’t stick with you always thru ups and downs but True friends are like Stars, you don’t get to see them always but in fact they are always there smiling at you.

A friend of mine- There is no such thing as best friends asking me not to be too naïve and childish. At the beginning, I truly disagree with him and we had a debate on this. Now I truly understand.

As you grow older you will realize those friends you frequently hang out with suddenly disappeared. But could you blame on their disappearing? No you cant! Because you are the one who put them on a pedestal, being too close and depend on them whereby they never put you as one.

As we grow older the busier we get the lesser time we have for our close friends especially entering Working World. Meeting different series group of people/ colleagues where me might spend most of the time with instead with our friends. Have to commit ourselves in work, relationship or family. Things start to change in term of our living lifestyle, circle of friends become bigger and complicated or the other way round. We will be having our own lives, thinking changed and going to different directions. That is how distance comes into the picture.

The distance slowly eats up the friendship that comes to an end.
Ending a friendship not necessary because hating each other or having a fight but because is time to move on by our own and we no longer need to be there for each other.
Don’t be upset because of the end of the friendship- Don’t Cry when comes to an end but Smile because it Happened.

Each of us is like a movie director where we are making our own movie from the day you were born. Friends come and go but ,some they played a smaller role in your movie,some might be still in your movie till the ending of your Movie..

Xiao Farn is back home

Maddie is back for holiday. This girl never changed still "little chili padi". She is a hardcover party girl, never missed out any party and rave back in Manchester.

What else can I say, YOU GO GIRL, ENJOY AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. =)

So the only place you can catch up with her will be in the club. Mr.Shuang suggested a club behind Sheraton Hotel in KL, forget the name of the club. Not worth mentioning, it was dead a boring place as the music sucks.

Firefly and Butterfly

Jen, Housefly and CheekyFly

We spend less than 2 hours and left for bak kut teh in KL. Me,Joe,Jean and Cliff enjoyed our bak kut teh more than in that boring club.

WARNING: THIS POST NOT FOR DIABETIC.

*Knowing someone thinks of me most of the time...
Someone I dont see myself with in the beginning..
Someone I accept as a good friend...
Someone who dont mind listening me whining and pouring my dissatisfaction.
Someone whom I really missed when this someone is million and million miles far away from ME..
Someone I almost missed out till the very last minute...
I might not know where our future will head to but I can promise you, I am going to spice up your life with chillies and pepper =P *.

He is special because he is simple and simple is the hardest thing to find in a person which I have finally found..
And he has finally "melt the snow mountain" =)

Some people may wonder when will they meet their perfect match?
There is no perferct match because
There are different series of people you meet when you are at different stage.
At different stage, you tend to have different view and needs.
Those people who get hurt from Love is okay cos you are entering a different stage where you meet new series of friends..
End of the day, you will know(dont ask me when and how? YOU WILL KNOW) if you meet the one in the end of your series which is your so called *Perfect Match*.

Knock* Knock* Where are YoU??

Yes yes I AM in the coconut SHell..BACK!!

Mountain High of work..Stress to the max that makes my Brain going on *Strike* demand for holiday!! (Procastinating,couldnt be bothered..just dont care)

Was admitted to the hospital 2 weeks ago and....after that..then...at the end,I am HEALTHY and SICK no more..but lesson learnt -MUST have personal insurance

Just a quick update Partay tonight, Maddie gal is back from UK for holiday.. ..Wohhooo,happening partay ppl will be in Town...

Life is Unpredictable and Short

Wednesday 22th October 2008.
SMS was sent at 3am. Woke up at 5am drag my butt out from my comfy bed,ride on a jet plane to JB and the sms:

"I have just been informed that Ryan has just passed away in a car accident near Taman Tasik."

WHHHHhhhAAATTT WTF????Was shocked and stoned for couple of minutes..FREEZE like a statue..Thought I am in my dream..IS that RYAN?my JB colleague "RYAN LAUW"?Is it really HIM?I just met him last thursday night for a drink in Starbucks. We even plan to party in Velvet in 2 weeks time cos he has to send his parents for medical check-up..wondering who will be sending them for check-up now? and he is going to buy me dinner when we meet up again..I Repeated reading the same sms few times* over and over again..after reading it I ignored the sms thinking it might be some joke BUT who on earth will sent this kind of crap joke??

My instinct telling me something is really wrong so I reply the sms to double confirmed.It was a quick reply :

"Yes my dear.He met with a bad accident. I went to see him but post mortem was taking place..So went saw the car..Quite bad!"

Everyone was dead shock with this news...it was my dampest and gloomiest day ever..Raining whole day long as it will never stop,Smiley Sun was MIA.

I will never see,hear,msn and recieve sms from him again whereby he just added me in msn and me added him in FB but will never be approved by him....So now everytime I am in JB it will remind me of him..happening fella..sms from him has been all removed from inbox as well as his contact..he just joined our company less than 4 months..

Right after he sent his girlfriend home, he met an car accident at the T-junction nearby his girlfriend place..He was thrown out from his FTO sportcar and I was told he did not tied his safety belt and the Volvo car who hit him is still hospitalised.

Dear Ryan,your sudden departure will be dearly missed by your family members, friends and colleagues..May you rest in peace. Farewell from now from the low lands.

Everyone esp those whoI cared alot-you know who you are..pls pls be extra careful on the road make sure you put on your safety belt all the time even short distance..You can argue saying Life is Fated, well it might be true but at least u did your part by preventing it to be happened.

Now I truly understand the meaning of live life to the fullest and appreciate people around you..

Alright Life goes on..gotta cheer up and look forward =)

**Sunshine after the Rain**

Not my day today. because is MONDAY.I was fined RM80 because of illegal parking.I left my handphone at home and I need to rush back home to get it.worried of my operation people wont be able to reach me..quickly i grab my car key and wallet..i almost reach home,only I realised "DAMN I forgot to bring my house key...I am so absent minded"..so back to office again.
Thinking will be dropping by just for few minutes so decided to park my car outside my office building instead of basement parking.. save time..once I step in to the office my boss asked me to start with our project dicussion..it was supposed to be at 10.30am by looking at the time is just 10am..guess it wont be too long so joined in with the discussion..

Half way during the discussion my boss was asked to meet someone in the conference room so he excuse himself for a short moment..he should have told me ,he will be away for like 30 minutes so I can actually go home and get my handphone..I started to panic as if i m in the hot soup worried bout lots of missed call I might received..as I wanted to sneak out he came back..so continue with the dicussion..after an hour,I am done.

Once I step out from the building I noticed lots of empty places, cars are all gone except few cars were still there..I get closer to my car,a piece of paper on my car windscreen,it is not an advertisment..DAMN I am FINED by MPSJ RM80 because cars are not allowed to park...What can I say??

It was a BAD start but it ended up with a BIG SMILE =)


It does not melt in my hand
It does not melt in my mouth
BUT it DOES MELT MY HEART....


Never fail to suprise me and making me HAPPY EVERYDAY eventhough you are far far away.

GOODBYE to my Bad-DAy...

Surprise*Surprise* on Monday Blue

“Morning, is this Stefanie”
“Morning,yes I am.”
“ Saya ni hantar bunga (I am sending flowers) so your office is Nippon Express in Wisma Consplant?”
“Yes.”
“Ok.”

Well, it was early morning on a blue blue Monday. I was late for work because of the massive jam and my boss didn’t come in as his son was admitted to ICU. Honestly it didn’t strike to my mind as someone gonna give me a surprise..As I was stressing to finish my work..my mind was all about work nothing else..

An hour later, my receptionist called me to pick up something at her place..
I was speechless not because it wasn’t Bunga (flowers) but because it was unexpected surprise and thought of sending me this

eventough you are currently far far away..

A Chocolate a day, makes Steffi happy everyday..

And it really enlighten my blue Monday..Cant wait to finish all the chocolates <3

P/s: Is this one of the SPICES from you? =P

GOOD Things

Comes to those who wait =)
I am a girl who wants to LOVE, hoping to be LOVED and is searching for TRUE LOVE which everyone is searching for the ONE LOVE.
Sometimes you've been hurt so much in the past, you swear that you'll never be such a fool again and never trust love again coz love hurts.

When we finally can let go those bad/rotten apples, we should learn on how to open our heart again for good/quality apples to enter. I think I am almost there *winks*

THAT NIGHT...

**A Warm hug**which I never had for a long long time...**Soft whisper** beside my ear..
and Bid Goodbye...**Bon Voyage**..

Sorry guess I fell asleep and I have no idea what I was mumbling on the phone..the next day, a sms from you which you sent last night while I was in my dreamland. I think is really sweet receving sms/short note from someone once you woke up the next morning..the feeling is great which cant help to make me smile even on my Stressful, Ugly and Arrgghh Day =)

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday my TEDDY BEAR Friend!!
This post specially dedicated to you. A simple doggie cake picture tells everything =)



No matter where you are now,you are always be remembered.


Lots of Love & Best wishes


I am sure we will meet again somewhere someday when....
29/09

WORDS cant be Express

Am feeling bummed,stress,ugly,hopeless at the moment..It has been a real tiring for the past few weeks..and still it is..Currently got lost and gotta figure the way out..what kind of "trauma" am I facing now?Me going through emotional crisis..my emotion box is filled with emptiness..

Remember stress and frustration are feelings within,you can avoid it if you want to-thanks for your advice.

Finished work pretty late today..once I get inside the lift,tears start rolling but I tried to hold back look up and telling myself "Cheer up,I have done my best"..Ever since I was young,I used to tell my parents-Ich bin einen starke mädchen,ich weine nicht(german) meaning
I am a tough girl and i dont Cry..

This gonna be a tough and long journey a very challenging..but I do believe every knock back makes you stronger..

Where is my colourful RAINBOW?










WHERE is the journey to HAPPINESS?

Right now,I just want to be alone and crawl into my comfy bed..
No colourful pics as I am feeling like a plain white paper coloured with grey and black filled with emptiness..I cant see any COLOURS NOW

Tracy's Wedding

Congratulations to both of you!!!

May Your Happiness stays forever.

Tata to your old self and say Hi to the new YOu. Welcome to your new Life =)

Early morning the ji muis gather at Tracy's place to get ready for "Exciting Games" for the groom and his heng tais.
We GIRLS are ready!!Are YOu GUYS?? Lets start the game.

A MUST TRY, YOU will REGRET if you DONT



You guys are fantastic..HAhahah



One of his heng tai was asked to wear a bikini.

Time for the groom to sing a song to the bride who is listening inside the room.

You look stunning!!

Wedding Dinner in Sunway Resort Hotel.

Me with my temporary curls. Do I look ok with the curls??

Haiwaiian Girls of the Night.

The twins brother. They cant be separated.

Next time you guys should be up on the stage and entertain us with your jokes =P

Tracy in her Traditional Cheongsam attire.

Next stop. IS saturday night.Have a clue where we are heading to?

This is the onli pic I can display here, rest of the pic you wont be seeing me except for red tomato =S

Wedding Month

3 weekends in a row-fully occupied with my girls wedding dinner..so if anybody wants to date me,sorry dude I am not free =P another weekend maybe provided I am available,sounds mean hey..

Both wedding dinner share the same similarities-Simple, Warmth and Nice..There will be another wedding dinner to go in October.

Just happend to come across a random blog the other day bout her wedding celebration on an island..I am very impressed and touched with her vow,"It would take me a lifetime to show you just how much you mean to me, and that's exactly what I vow to do from this day forward."and follow by his vow to her, "I love you when you're an angel. And I love you when you're simply human." Isnt that SWEET?,awww...

So how about My Dream Wedding Celebration gonna be?

Too early for me to tell now..still a Secret*

Preview for the coming post

Bad Transportation Service

Woke up at wee hours early morning arggghhh I hate it to get up cos less than 8 hours sleep..Wednesday will be listed as my Not-So-Happy-Day..every wednesday (for the time being not permanent,thank god!) needta head down to the south,johor bahru for weekly meeting with Panasonic.

I was ready by 5.25am sharp..and my airport limo supposed to reach my place at 5.25am too...
Thinking to myself,is fasting month for Muslims so they might be late for couple of minutes..time went quick,looking at my time already 6am..hey couldnt be late for HALF an HOUR,quickly called up airport limo hotline..DAMMIT! the line was busy and my called was on hold and I tried to call up few times,STILL LINE BUSY...started cursing them (thts bad I know!)..I grab my laptop and get my car key.."FINE, I WILL DRIVE TO KLIA by myself instead of being a dumb donkey waiting for the NEVER WILL COME KLIA LIMO"..

Reached airport at 7am and my flight was 7.25 am, 6.55am was the boarding time me reached JIT (Just In Time)*phew* you might be thinking is not a big issue whereby you still can drive your own car to KLIA but what happened if your car is not with you?maybe in the workshop or somewhere else...

For those of you who travel frequent by KLIA limo pls be aware and pls do double confirmed with them...

Unexpected Dream

It's so strange,we have not been contacting (dun bother to contact) or seeing (except in msn) each other for some time..but recently you kept appearing in my dream,why is this so?

Missing you heaps?kept thinking bout you?both answer for these will be No..that is so strange..

Why oh Why...will I'll be seeing you again tonight in my dream land??

Tmr gotta wake up early so time to say nite nite here..see you peeps soon =)

One more Try..

Have abandoned my Diary for like 3 months or more..

*Puff* Gone with the 2 hanging blog entries..I have DELETED them..WHY did I deleted them?becos I am lazy to continue with the 2 entries..might as well just start a new one from now onwards..PAST is HISTORY..

Gonna start FRESH NEW again..my goodness how many so called- FRESH NEW blog do I have so far??I tried to update my blog as often as I could but at the end FAIL eventhough there is this reminder alarm- UPDATE YOUR BLOG!!! and Cheeky Missy here just ignored..

So many stories to tell,figuring on how and where to start?

LAzy Butterfly...

HEloooo hows everyone??had a good start for the year of 2008??..sorry been missing for a while..busy to update my blog (lame excuse-"BUSY") yesss I am TOO lazy to update my blog =(
I am on MC today,eye infection..currently resting at home...

sorry guys still not in the mood in updating..will be back once I m in full force of updating all the long overdue posts ok..



Lots love,
CheekyButterfly